The Beginning

LIFE- a four letter word, was nothing to me, till a couple of months back. friends, money, and loads of enjoyment at home wasting my dad's money, was all the meaning of life i had ever known. me busy in just staying at home, wasting my precious time in doing nothing, my parents busy in looking out a nice groom for me. finally came upon a guy, good family, economically stable, staying abroad, just well suited for me.

i always used to take life in a practical way, being very shy in nature always kept me away from mingling with people.
i always wanted to be perfect, just kept on watching people, not great personalities, what i wanted to be is just a perfect person; if atleast not in everything, but in some matter, then i could say- yes this is me, i am like this, i do this, this is my identity.

but naaaaaaahhhhh, seems very difficult. thought of reading few blogs, then thought of writing few- and, i'm here.

dont know what to write, how to write, just followed few people, and got some confidence.
well i kept on thinking abt the topic of my blog, but no, i dont want to describe about anything,
just want to write about my life and all the thing happening over.

today going to meet my fiance online who stays offshore, so we somehow manage to meet online and know each other, very eagerly waiting for our marriage. hhmmmmmmmmm we r in love, its an arrange marriage, but as we started knowing each other cupid blessed us.
will continue in the next post.